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Monday, July 23, 2012

just a see you later...

I have always tried to remind God I’m not a very good decision maker. I consistently ask him to close the doors I shouldn’t walk through and open the ones I should enter. I'm trusting Him as I close one door and open another at the Landmark Conference. I always knew leaving Methodist would never be easy and I'm dreading all of the goodbyes. At the same time, I have a peace about my decision and I'm super excited about a new job. It's bittersweet as I have a ton of people I'm going to miss and yet I'm returning to friends and family in Maryland I have been missing for the last six years.

How do you put six years into words? Six years ago I came to Methodist slightly naïve, but still completely thrilled to have a fresh start and a job that allowed me to not only return to my alma mater, but to actually use my degrees! Six years later I’m beyond blessed to have grown both professionally and personally in ways I could have never imagined. I could recant a list of things I’ve learned to do as a sports information director and assistant athletic director, but it always seems to come back to the people more than the things.

I knew I was at the right place within my first three months when I had the pleasure of accompanying the women’s soccer team to the NCAA Tournament. The Methodist women's soccer team was a national championship contender in the mid 1990s, but returned to the "big dance" for the first time in 11 years in 2006. I had dreamt of reaching the tournament when I was a student-athlete so watching as a member of the travel party (twice) was a close second.

For nearly three years I was able to watch my sister play lacrosse. I watched her fall in love with her husband, shared my house with her and I am confident God meant for us to be here together for those years.

I made friends and I lost friends, but I don’t regret any of them. I've dated and I've experienced break ups and I only regret a couple. Just kidding. I don’t regret any of the experiences and lessons learned from each and every relationship.

For most of my time back, my cousin and her family have lived less than 10 minutes away and I have loved having family here. Her kids have kept me laughing and I will miss them dearly.

I have worked with a ton of amazing people both at Methodist and throughout my travels amongst other colleges and universities. Sometimes it was a phone call at just the right time or maybe it was filling in at the table or the press box when I was in a jam or even pulling me away from work when I felt like I was drowning. Regardless… I am grateful.

One of my favorite things about Methodist will always be FCA. The speakers have blessed me, but I have been even more blessed by the students I have met there. I know it won’t be the same without having an office on campus with a semi-cozy couch, but I pray I might still be able to encourage the students and somehow make a difference in someone’s life.

I suppose it all boils down to… Thank you! To everyone I have met, worked with, hung out with… you have made the six years worth every minute. I am grateful for the experience and pray I might have left just a piece of the impact on you that you have left on me. I'm not saying goodbye... just see you later.

"I always thank my God as I remember you in my prayers, because I hear about your love for all his holy people and your faith in the Lord Jesus. I pray that your partnership with us in the faith may be effective in deepening your understanding of every good thing we share for the sake of Christ. Your love has given me great joy and encouragement, because you, brother, have refreshed the hearts of the Lord’s people." – Philemon 4-7

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