I have a ton to say and not sure how to say it. I'm not even sure myspace is the place to say it. On the other hand, if I don't say it, "it" becomes hypocritical in some sense of the message.
I could never claim to be an expert on reading minds. I try hard, I analyze everyone's words and actions over and over in an attempt to understand what people mean... what they're really trying to say. I think I must misinterpret people a lot... I think we all say things to be polite sometimes... we ask people how they are when we could care less about the answer... we might even compliment someone's shirt and not really care about it... but I feel like those are superficial things. If I tell you I like hanging out with you, I mean it... if I tell you how I feel about you, I mean it. I understand that in relationships sometimes we get all blissed out or caught up in the moment and start spouting off things we can't follow through on... but for lack of a more educated response... it sucks.
I don't want to push anyone into telling me they feel something they don't. I'd rather you just tell me how you really feel. Even if you're not sure... tell me that. Otherwise I'm stuck in the dark trying to figure out what that hug really meant... or if that comment was just a joke... or if you're just trying to be polite... or if you're just not careful with your words.
updates...
- Almost two months ago I posted about waiting. how long is too long?
- I told you my iPod crashed when I went home the first weekend of August... I received a new one via my warranty on the 15th and when I brought it home it didn't work... I took it back on the 16th and received a new one on the 27th... I used it this morning but when I tried it after work, I get nothing. I think iPods around the world are conspiring against me.
- February 15 I posted about the devastating news regarding peter pan peanut butter. Six months later, peter pan returned to shelves and thanks to clementine I was reunited yesterday morning... a beautiful morning after a long night... gracias
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